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tired and tanned. I’m half asleep as I’m typing. And I still have to wait for Zam to come online to tell him ALL ABOUT TODAY. Sigh. I’m very tired.

The outing was like ____________________________
only 11 people came- inlcuding PLs (Ziwei, Derek, and Ryan)
What the fuck? Haha.
Anyway, we played frisbee, volleyball, soccer and captain’s ball.
Couldnt go deep into the water because of specific reasons. ^_^v
But anyway, I need some R and R with gfs tmr. get my dose of caffeine.
And talk.

Till then.
A very tired and tanned tiara.
xoxo

Photos and Pain!

FINALLY. Posted most of the pics that we took using my camera yesterday. MORE PICTURES are with Razi, MY NEW FRIEND! Hahaha. Who apparently knows Midzi! yesyes, THE one and only Princess Tiffany. Heeee. Had fun roaming around town yesterday. Although I got abit cranky on the way home while waiting for the bus. Right, Razi? Haha. He said I was boisterous. Which I am ^_^v I got very whiny cos I felt sticky, and hot, and irritated by the bus’s overly slow arrival. RAWR. And why pain, you may ask? I woke up for morning prayers. went to the toilet to pee and realised I couldnt pray. As i tried going back to sleep, the cramps started to sink in. And that was when the pain began. T.T until now. argh. sucks. I hope the pain subsides by tmr, cos tmr there’ll be a greenie outing. BUT ZAM CANT FOLLOW. BOOO. Hahaha. Update more later. RAWR.

The Thin Line Between Jokes and Insults

Yesterday the malay dudes and us girls went to bowl.
My first time bowling. True enough, I sucked. LOL.
It was really fun watching everyone play bowling.
Apparently Liyana’s really good at it… So is Yusrin….
And Faiz (Big) and Farhan…
For me, I lost with pride.. I was doing quite good in the first round. I even did a strike ar! But I sucked in the 2nd round. I must’ve lost my mojo or smth. The bowling ball kept going into the longkang T.T HAHAHA. After bowling i didnt join them to eat at East Point.
I went home to rest for a little while and i met Midzi to head down to school to see the band.
Watched Stay Alive, which was kinda freaky. But it wasnt that bad. Got pissed.
And I thought that was it. But No. Before i get to that part…

The girls and I went to Liyana’s house for a movie marathon. I stayed for three, while Farie stayed for two.
Together, we watched 2 movies; The December Boys and The Messengers. (Messengers being the horror one.. Which Liyana hardly watched….)
Hahha. Farie and I had fun screaming like lunatics when the ghosts came out. Both of them were laughing at my horrified screaming face. According to them, I looked like The Mummy- when he was screaming and letting the wasps out of himself. Just.. Go watch The Mummy. Hahaha. December Boys was…. Interesting.. I think? After that Farie had to go, so Liyana and I watched Over Her Dead Body. It’s quite funny. So today was a slack day. Stuffed myself with potato chips, apple tea, skittles, chocolates, and toffees.
(Damn, I must start blading again)
Speaking of blading. I still havent had enough coonfidence to roam around in my blades again.
Well, roam around as in blading to pasir ris park and back home. After the fall I was kinda traumatised.
And that was like 4 mths ago?

Sometimes i still feel the sting. Haha. But I have to start sooner or later.

Ok enough of happy tiara. Now back to the main reason why I actually wanted to blog in the first place and the main, sole reason for the title of the post.
I admit. I’m a joker. With that, I also admit that sometimes I tend to make jokes and say funny stuff that I dont mean. To whoever I have done this to, and you feel insulted by it, I apologise. As far as I’m concerned, whenever I call Yusrin ‘chicken’ or Liyana a bitch or Syed irritating, it’s either cos I’m really being sarcastic and really joking, or its mainly true. For example, when I call Yusrin ‘chicken’, I’ll always use it in the right time and context, like when we’re talking about something related to chicken and the whole atmosphere was sarcastic and funny. And after I do, I’ll apologise and say I’m joking. And he gets it. Ask Yusrin now if you want. I hardly call him ‘Chicken’ anymore cos there’s no reason for me to do so. How about Liyana being a bitch. Clearly, She knows she’s one. And When she tells me “I hate you” and I reply “I hate you too, L” she knows that I dont hate her, and that I thank God she’s as bitchy as she is cos it makes her personality really fun. Being a bitch is Liyana, and she’s my bitchy gf, she knows I’m just joking around as she does with me. Fariha’s bitchy too. She talks like a pro. She bitches like a pro. Heck, all of us do. Yeah we say mean stuff. But somehow, the things we say make more sense than what all other girls gossip about. And Syed being irritating, Well thats 100% true. Why would I make up something like that? Right 4e2 08?

To call someone fake is a bit too much. Yeah, I may talk alot and seem like I have a heart of stone and all. But the matter of fact is, I dont. I’m like any mortal out there who has feelings. Jokes are jokes. And it’s funny. However, it’s not exactly funny when you say my smiles are cut and paste and because of that, it makes my smile fake. I have to agree that my smiles do look similar in pictures where i smile. But how many smiles can someone have? Show teeth and dont show teeth? The rest are either funny faces or candid shots. I dont think thats substantial enough to claim that my smile is fake. If you think its really ‘HAHA’ funny, I didnt sense one bit of a funny tone in it. I think too much? Excuse me, friend. Abit abit I can take. You’ve crossed the line with your so called ‘funny’ comments about me.

And another thing, if you think me taking Psychology Studies in Temasek Poly is stupid, I dont think you’re fit enough for me to call you my friend. Just because you fall asleep in your lectures about elective Psychology in your own school, doesnt mean I’ll hate it as much as you do. If i did hate it, why would I go for it in the first place? Yeah, my PL from TPRAWKS who takes Psychology says Psychology is hard to study and there’re alot of things to memorise and stuff, it’s not like it’s impossible. In everything that you do, there’s bound to be challenges. Nothing ever comes easy. You have to work for it. I dont care if your school is bigger than TP. In my eyes, TP definitely rocks. At least in TP, there are people nicer than you. Who think with their brains and not with their ass. They think before they speak and they dont act like they’re some big fuck like you. I always thought you were a really nice guy. I guess after you graduated your head started to grow bigger that it cant fit your body anymore. The words that come out from your mouth dont go through your thought processors anymore. It’s like you’re a different person now. I guess people change.

Sorry for the long, boring post. I’ll come back with the usual wit and funny stuff another day. Cheers

Snip Snip

I went to cut my hair with Liyana today. Woo. My fringe is uber cool.
But I need to get wax so i can make it look obvious. =)
After getting our haircuts we went to Far East Plaza to look out for cool, casual dresses for our ‘prom’.
The reason for the apostrophes is because I would’nt call it a real ‘prom’
I think of it as more of a dinner. A formal dinner. You must think its gonna be held in some fancy hotel right? NOT. It’s at a CC. Oh well. Better than nothing.
Give credits to those who bother coming up with this dinner. And also, give them a chance to live their dream of wearing a little dress and super high heels, and of cos, a reason to wear 5 inch make up and fake lashes.
Surprisingly, I only knew that there was actually a theme for the dinner AFTER i came back from TPRAWKS.
The ironic part is, I am part of the committee… I was called to be in it…
Hmmmm….
Interesting. But I have to say, kudos to the very original theme. Woo. (You can only imagine my tone and my face when I’m typing this out. Or if you want a clearer picture, meet me, and I’ll show you)

I’m lazy to wear heels. But it’s compulsory. It’s a MUST to wear heels.
I have no choice. Haha. If they wanted me to stand out and be even much more taller than them, they should’ve just asked….
HAH!
Ok I’m sorry. Err. Looking forward to the formal dinner. I think.

Bowling with the class tmr! Woooooo! This should be funny.
I have never bowled before (Gosh, I Suck. Haha)
So, on saturay was Novia’s birthday. We cut the cake which had mickey mouse and minnie mouse and donald and daisy duck….. And she’s supposed to be 11.
(Wth. I had a friggin rainbow on my birthday cake for my 16th birthday. Which i really loved, btw)
The cake was dope. And the night before that, the friday, Mum, Dad and I were invited to her Pre- birthday dinner at Terminal 2 Swensens. Hence, The picture above which Uncle Fendy took of me when I was eating the ice cream at the restaurant. 1 word- PRICELESS. HAHAHAHA.

if you’re bored, tired, stressed or anything else related to being really dead,
Go to www.veoh.com
And type in “Russell Peters Red, White and Brown”
Click the first video.
Watch.
ENJOY!
Not suitable for the young. Hehehe.

Till the next time I update.
xoxo

ZAM IS A MEANIE!

http://livinglifeaswithoutacare.blogspot.com/ 

Zam is a very mean person. Haha.
HE MADE ME DEPRESSED AGAIN.
PFFFFFT.
YA LA YA LA.
I SHOULDVE STOPPED BEING LAZY AND JOIN YALL LA.
T.T

Zam busted ah.
I depressed ready ah.
T.T

T.T

I’m happy and sad.
Happy cos I had a good dinner for Avi’s birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVI!
XOXO

I am sad because I SHOULD HAVE FOLLOWED ZAM AND HADI FOR IT IMMERSION!
WHY?
cos they got to lepak with the PLs!
PFFFFFFTTT
I WANNA LEPAK WITH PLs ALSO!

T.T
ok ar. I sad ready ar.
I depressed.
k bye.
T.T

Pics!

http://flickr.com/photos/t-time for pics!

TP DEFINITELY RAWKS!

1 word to describe my three days.

AWESOME.

Nuff said. Pictures will be posted up in my flickr soon.
And PS: I LOVE AFRO GREEN TO THE MAAXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!
WOOOO!

“Once you start, I’ll never stop. You asked for it. Xoxo, Tiara S. Dusqie”

You got that right.
So listen up (read up) Mr Sensitive/Emotional/Think so hard
It’s time for me to lay down the cold hard facts.
You wanna cry, cry. I dont give a damn about you. I’m so sick of you and your emotional shit talk.
Sorry for being harsh, but it’s true.

1) You suck at smooth talking. I’m not even one bit smitten by the things you say
2) I’m not interested in you. So leave me alone.
3) Stop tormenting me.
4) Lastly, if you call me Minah/ Kak one more time, I swear the palm of my hand will set up camp on your face

No wonder your girlfriend left you.
You talk shit that doesnt even make sense. And you think its sweet and romantic.
Well, WAKE UP. It’s not.
I really apologise if i’m being really mean.
But this whole thing has gone too far. It’s either i suffer in silence with your boring-ness, or tell you off so i dont feel bored doing what i actually enjoy doing. I dont wanna waste my time with boring, ’so into love’, emotional, sensitive people like you.

Dont flick my switches, Mister.
Like I said, once you start, I’ll never stop.
You asked for it, Here it is.
Wrapped in a nice parcel with a big huge red ribbon for you.
You just unleashed The Bitch that has been longing to show herself to you.
I guess I’m tired being nice. My happiness is my priority.
And so sorry to say that you’re not in it.
Because your presence, just bores the hell outta me.

Dont say i didnt warn you…
Wait.
I didnt (:

Xoxo,
Tiara S. Dusqie

zzz day.

Interesting combination, ain’t it? So, I’m supposed to be extremely sleepy by now since i didnt have a very good sleep last night. However, I dozed off after i got home from the outing today and now I’m pretty much awake. But I’m gonna hit the sack once i finish this post.
I was supposed to accompany Potts to go see her prom dress, but she went to do her hair and that took up alot of time already. So, i ended up having no plans at all- at first. Then Iddy called and asked if i wanted to watch Madagascar 2. Met her at Ehub and we bought our tickets. The dude who served us was kinda cute… Heheh. ^_^v anyhooos. Madagascar 2 was reallllly cutttteee. And some parts were funny. I wont say its a VERY VERY good movie. But if u wanna just slack, its not a really really bad movie (like PS: I love You) or a reallyreallyreally good movie either (Like eagle eye). Its just an OKAY movie. Then I collected the spare phone i sent for repair, and we bus-ed back home on 81. I think i talked a little loud in the bus. but who cares. Lol. It’s a free country…

When i alighted the bus, i saw the Red Rhino parked at the dustbin area at the foot of my block. I kept looking over to see if there were any cute looking guys doing their service for the community… But it was pretty serious cos the fire was in my block O.O the dustbin caught fire. Even Mummy saw our main rubbish chute giving out smoke. And mummy told me someone from our block died. Interesting day, it was. Rather gloomy and very very chilly. I’ve been thinking of sleep all day. It’s those times where I feel like such a pig. I eat so much. And just sleep it off. Or sit down in front of the computer surfing the net.

dumdeeedum.
Enno will be coming to grandma’s hse today!
But Twilight’s not with me yet… Still with Iddy.
hhhhmmmm
Anyway. I need to go of to bed cos I’ve got a check up to go to tmr.
And the damn clinic only opens for 2 and a half hrs -.-
So I’ll be going to the airport with Liyana and have breakfast before the check up.
Heeheee. I like breakfast with my girls.
Must sleeeeeeeeeep.
My bed is calling me.
laaadeeeedaaaa~

Ok bye.
(: