Cyborg. HAHA

So i went out to meet liyana. We went to catch a movie cos i wanted to utilise mummy’s 2 free tickets which end today. I tried sneaking liyana in for death race, but they didnt allow it. Pffft. So to use the tickets, we watched some LAME ass japanese movie about cyborgs. It was kinda funny at first. and then it got all tactical and futuristic… And 3/4 through the movie, I needed to pee. usually i’d be OKAY. and i’d be able to tahan. but this time, i couldnt take it. my bladder was on the verge of bursting and flood the whole theater. Soon after, Liyana had to pee too. So we were so screwed cos the movie hasnt ended yet. (screams) Whenever we thought it was going to end, it continued. And its continuation was the repeat of the starting of the movie! Cos they wanted to explain about the cyborg… yada yada yada. Honestly, i didnt know what the hell the story was about. LOL. Yes, I needed to pee THAT bad. So finally, the show ended. Just when we thought the exit was near to where we were sitting, it was upstairs -.- we raced up the stairs to get out of the theater cos we really needed to pee. LIKE. REALLY. We ran one whole round of level 9.  And finally we found the toilet. AAHHH. HEAVEN. I’ve never appreciated the toilet until today. And I’ve never realised how important it is to go to the toilet before a movie. sheesh. and to top it all off, our popcorn SUCKED. At least if the popcorn tasted nice we would be distracted by the fact that we urgently needed to pee. But Nooooo. That cute dude who served us the popcorn before we entered the theater gave us popcorn for diabetics. We asked for SWEEEEEEET popcorn. But Noooooo. He thought his cuteness could make the popcorn sweet. The popcorn tasted like crap! It wasnt sweet at all. BASKET. So Liyana and i were practically eating styrofoam nuggets which happen to be yellow in colour. Half way through liyana offered, “Styrofoam?” hahahhaa.

After the lame movie( Which was free anyway….) we went to wisma for awhile to go see some clothes. then the parents called so we left and made our way home. I hate the MRT. really. Everyone doesnt understand the meaning of “DON’T PUSH.” or “WAIT FOR THE NEXT TRAIN” or “CANNOT GO IN READY, THEN DONT GO IN LARH!” Liyana and i were practically pushed, and squeezed over at one of the stations. I think it was at somerset. I have to say I was really pissed off, but then again. What’s the point.  This dude and his girlfriend, DIE DIE want to go in. When actually it’s already so fucking packed ar. Seriously? I mean, if u wanted to get in, THEN SWITCH ON THE KIASU MODE AND GO IN FIRST, DAMMIT. Sorry ar. I know its impolite and not courteous. But sometimes, you gotta do things to get what you want. sheeeesh. And then liyana and i were talking about asking the MRT people to put in air fresheners.

I hate the MRT now. But it saves the environment. So I guess i’ll have to like it. Okay Selamat berpuasa everyone. I still dont like the MRT……

Can I Have This Guy As My Boyfriend?

Haaaaa. I know- Not those DREAMY sort of guys. but i think he’s damn cute. Believe it, he played Simon’s voice in Alvin and the Chipmunks. And now, he plays Dr. Spencer Reid in Criminal Minds. Haaaa. Ok done. hee

Guilt trip

Days have been rather interesting. But sometimes, Interesting days come with a price. And my price was, I had to feel a little guilty. It sucked. And it hurt like hell. But you know, shit happens. I have to keep telling myself that I’m not at fault, I’m not the cause. Never was, and never will be. But i just keep picturing me having the ‘bitch’ slapped all over my forehead. and it freaks me out, cos i dont go around making people’s lives miserable. Ok maybe i do, but this one is in a different context. But in any case, I slept it away yesterday night. I wasnt even able to watch a whole episode of criminal minds.

I went to geylang yesterday. Apparently the cast of Cinta Fitri was there too. I was only interested in the guy who acted as Farrell. But i found it sort of FANATIC-ish. And mum scolded me for saying so. She told me an angry mob could just come and attack me with pitchforks or something. Hahaha. So i kept quiet. Then i got really irritated, and it made me want to leave IMMEDIATELY. Believe it; they sang hari raya songs.

Ok maybe some of you may think that it isnt a big deal. But in actual fact, it is a big deal. When you sing hari raya songs BEFORE hari raya itself, It’s like you dont want the holy month of Ramadhan to come. When actually Ramadhan is the month to look forward to. And Ramadhan isnt even here yet! GOSH! But in any case, I survived. And we went home at around 11. Still guilty, i showered. Still guilty, i tried to concentrate watching criminal minds.

And Dad is being really kental-ly irritating cos he’s switching on some music cd and ITS SO DAMN LOUD. he switched on the woofer thing. and now i feel like my house is on vibrate mode. and its irritating ar. pffffffffffffffffffffft. anyhooos. happy puasa-ing people!

post numero dos on 28 August

OK so. I was doing the usuals… Blog hopping. Yeah shut up, i have no life =D Came across funny shit, but I respected it. It was entertaining though. But suprisingly, they’re not that bad… Sheesh. Blogs can make you judge. and judging is not good. tsk tsk. Anyhooos. As i was bloghopping, this issue came to my attention.

More and more people are longing to be skinny. Some, are anorexic. Some, are bulimic. I’m not trying to make a statement here, but some of these people are aquaintances of mine. And believe me when i say, “TIARA IS FUCKING WORRIED FOR YOU PEOPLE!” Dont torture yourselves! Goodness. I know Skinny is the ‘in’ thing. But I’m so skinny, that i look uncannily WEIRD! I wish i had a teeny-weeeny bit more of fat. And some of you are like JUSTTTTT NICE. SWEE SWEE kind. but NOOOO. You’re putting yourself through hell! Gosh. I could cry typing this very important post (to me lah) And besides, When you die, NOBODY’S GONNA CARE IF YOU’RE FAT OR SKINNY. You just Die. and God aint gonna judge you on how fit and skinny you are. IT DOESNT MATTER! I know its good to make yourself look good. But i mean, be realistic. You’re of the perfect size and your weight is acceptable. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT? you know, since you’re torturing yourself. Just g for plastic surgery then. Go for liposuction or something. God gave you food to eat, and to nourish yourselves. When got no food, you complain got no food. when got food, you eat and then throw it all out. It’s so menolak rezeki la ok. Ohhhh. So now fasting month coming, and then you excited lah. Why? Cos no need to eat. Why? Want to lose weight. Wah, like that your reason of fasting for what siot? To lose weight? Or to be closer to Allah in the holy month of Ramadhan? If you want to fast cos want to lose weight? Then i suggest when you wake up for your pre dawn meal, dont niat. What for? Thats not your purpose of fasting anyway. You’re fasting not because its your responsibility as a muslim to do so, but because you want to look good. Gosh. Think about it man. How skinny do you wanna be? You think society wont accept you? TO HELL WITH THEM. You think society is gonna help you get a job? You think society is gonna help you do well in life? You think society can play God and judge you just by how you are on the outside? Lemme tell you, Society are just walking things with eyes that have brains and have thoughts.

Low self esteem? How long have you known yourself? How long has society known you? And you would let people who dont know you judge you. Wow. interesting. COME ON PEOPLE! BE HAPPY WITH WHO YOU AREEEEE! (CRIES) PLEASE. DONT TORTURE YOURSELVES. PLEASE.

Unexpected.

 

Alamak. This post like one day late. Hahhaa. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, WAHIDAH!
OH WAHIDUCK, I LOVE YOU SAMPAI MATI <33 hahahhaa.
Met her to give her present. teeeeheeeeeee. And then we talked about stuff. And then we went seperate ways to go meet someone else. Hahaha. Prelims are over. LIKE, F-I-N-A-L-L-Y! God bless! Hahaha. Class t shirt rocks! Alhamdulillah.

I’ll Always Remember. Always.

Why? Why?

Mrs Lee told me I got a friggin 26/50 for my Human Geog. And today’s physical geog…. WELLLLLL. It sucked. NUTS. And math was okay… Just that i had trouble with question 2, which to people, was simple. It’s ok. Different people have different strengths (: Anyhoos. I was screaming in silence while doing the math paper. Because my period decided to be a bitch. It arrived yesterday. Which means today, THE KILLER CRAMPS ATTACK. I was in pain throughout the 2 h 30 mins paper. And it got better during the geog paper. And it got worse again when i reached home. Now, it’s still sucking the life outta me. Pffffft.

And I only had 3 more days to pay off. THREEEEE. THREEE. But nooooo. STUPID UTERUS DECIDES TO SHED THE LINING NOW. grrrrrr. and i hope and pray its gonna be heavy tomorrow so it wont last long. I hope and pray it’ll end right before Ramadhan starts. So i can welcome Ramadhan. Ah. Muslim people. Fast ar. You all ar. Fast for 12 hours also so difficult. Lazy lah. Tired lah. Thirsty lah. Eh you think I not thirsty ah. Everyone who fast also very thirsty what. Malay paper 1 and 2 tmr. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. BOO to malay pls. I’m gonna start revising POA tonight.

KILLER CRAMPS! KILLER CRAMPS! And this is just menses. Imagine childbirth. I think I’d just faint. LOL.

My Brothers (:

 

 

 

  

 

The wedding was great! Mum, Dad and I came in Black. And Dad wore his new suit. Teehee. We looked pretty flyyyyy~ After the wedding reception and lunch and photos yada yada yada, I managed to snap a few photos before i left. I took pictures with Abang Iman and Abang Zainal and Kak Dina. Abang Zainal gave me a hug. Hahahha. Come on lah. I’ve watched him grow. LOL. From fat to skinny. And he has watched me grow too. So yeah. I guess both Abang Iman and Abang Zainal are sort of my big brothers. The funny photos and all. Update more later. off to the gramps. Love!

dammit!

Crap. Now people know the song with me by sum 41. I knew I shouldnt have posted it. GAH. LOL. ok. sorry.
Those who are Sum 41 fans, They’re new album rocks socks! I am not lying.

Wedding tmr. (dreads) but I am looking forward to outshining the bride… But I think I’ve had enough of hatred and negative energy. They are nice people. Just different. Thats all (:

To Abang Zainal:
You twerp. HA HA. I’ve seen you grow from fat to SUPERSKINNNY to having cornrolls on your head to having an afro. yada yada yada… It’s been more than 10 years since I’ve met you. And i have to admit. Sometimes i hate you to the max cos you keep bullying me! grr. But in any case. You’re married now, and i hope more mature… (Which i think is IMPOSSIBLE by the way. Because when you and Mang come together, its madness) Haha. After so long, i think you deserve to me known as my adopted cousin. Hahaha. I still can grow taller than you. SORRY ARH. LOL. you and Mang are the closest i have to brothers so yeah. I appreciate it. Congrats man. May you lead a blissful married life with your wife. ^_^v

To Kak Dina:
Welcome to the family. (Jumps around throwing rice and flowers) Hahaha. I may not know you that well, but Abang zainal is a really nice dude with a good heart, so take care of it okay? Hehehe. Looking forward to more family outings with each other so we can understand each other better. ^_^v

Life is great. But it amazes me how old people, can never let things go. Like. JUST STOP IT CAN? You’re attracting sins to yourself. Just shut up and let it be lah. Walaueh.

Bye all. NIghts

It’s All That I Can Say

Ok I’m back. Physics sucked. SIGH. when will i ever succeed in physics! pfffft. Anyhoos. I broke my fast at Eastpoint’s banquet where i had a very healthy dinner. Yong tau foo. No, i never get sick of it. Wanted to get clam chowder soup frm ljs. but after dinner i was already full so i skipped the idea. And then we took a bus home. Slacking. Geog1 and math2 on monday. Chiong ahhhh! Not fasting tomorrow. break lah. LOL. I dont really post much nowadays simply cos i dont know what else to put. everything else seems so boring and gloomy. Boo. I wanted to post up one of the top songs i’m listening to now, but i dont want to let others hear it! HAHAHAHA! Cos its too nice. Maybe later. hardiharhar.

Rocks on socks

Best.

I feel like crying cos I seem to have misplaced my dearly beloved English file =’( Sigh. It looks like I’ll have to ask Liyana to tell me what are the key points to note for english paper 2 tomorrow. and I MUST photocopy EVERY SINGLE DOCUMENT that is in the file. Thats basically it. My boring days… Suffering… LOL.

Call me slow but i just finished breaking dawn. And nothing makes me more happier than a happy ending.. hee. When i think of it, i want my own edward cullen! So handsome and perfect…. Flawless beautiful skin… A soothing voice that’s like lullaby to my ears… So smart, witty and calm… Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I want my own edward cullen. But at the same time I still long and hope for my Taylor Lautner…

YAH RIGHT. HAHAHAHA. Since there’s not much to study for tmr’s paper, I shall begin revising physics and abit of maths. yep. 2 killer papers in one day. Can I, BE more blessed? teehee.