The Adventures Of.

Didnt wait up for Amalul Love to finish playing soccer. Cos I felt kinda sleepy :\ but anyhoos. back to the purpose why I blogged in the first place.

 

I wanna eat banana pizza. And I just wanted to say that I’m building up confidence so i can be fit enough to watch paranormal activity with Amalul Love this Friday. I’m a sucker for horror shows. but, since he wants to watch it so much, I’ll be the awesome-estbestrestfestlestdesthestgestwestqest girlfriend and tag along. Besides, any outing with Mr Annoying will make my day.

 

Adventure this Friday: Paranormal Activity.

 

And did i mention. He was so annoying yesterday. So much so that i admitted i hated him. But I didnt mean it (like duh) I should really get an award for being able to tolerate his nonsense. HAHA.

PS: Amalul honey, please dont get angry. EHEHEHE. I LOVE YOU. times 10 to the power of infinity. Even a maths noob like me knows that’s like a lot. but to put it in food monster terms for people like me (or just well, me) I love you ice cream truck loads. like all the ice cream trucks in the world. with waffles and rainbow toppings and strawberry toppings and chocolate syrup and maple syrup…. even frozen yoghurt…

 

 

Oh.

 

NOW I FEEL LIKE EATING YOGHURT.

WOW.

Hi everyone. I’m at the brink of pooping but I’m blogging because.

I found a HUGE ASS BANANA IN MY FRIDGE.

It’s like. HUGE. MASSIVE. WOW

Life.

I skipped lecture today. Rmtds/APIP. Hardiharhar. Doing my IO SDL now. Yes, I’m doing work. I figured if I dont buck up now, I’ll never do so. START NOW! but anyhoos. I’m sidetracking from doing work. Cos I wanna blog about something that i feel is sorta critical cos i hate it when people make my friends feel kinda guilty when my friends havent done anything wrong.

I highly doubt the person/people I’m directing this to will ever be able to read what I’m typing. But Whatever. Look. We all are mature people. Seventeen. The days of jealousy cos of dudes are long gone. That was so secondary school days. Like dammit, move on. I gotta agree that maybe it wasnt right of the dude to have given you hope and shit. And trust me, I’ve been where you are and it sucks balls. Shit happens, y’know. Life sucks. but what you gonna do about it. you can either complain and weep about it or just take it with a pinch of salt and move on. Yeah, its hard. But what? are you gonna wait like forever? C’mon man. Time and tide waits for no man. Life is too short to hover on past feelings and emotions. Heard of fate? yeah, fate hurts. But it’s what you gotta believe in.

And i sure as hell dont appreciate the fact you’re making the dude’s current girlfriend feel like shit- all guilty for no apparent reason. You have no right to make her feel that way. What caused your ‘pain and agony’ was between you and the dude, not the girl. She doesnt hate you she doesnt even have like things or feelings against you. How do you think she feels when you talk shit about her and her boyfriend. Give some respect man.

really, why are you hovering over the fact that he was supposed to help you… blahblahblah. yeah u had smething going on. but its not anymore. he offered help, yes. offering and giving help is 2 different things. I can offer you a chocolate but its up to you if you wanna take it or not. simple. did you? did you call him to ask for help? no u didnt. and now you blame him for not helping you. and u wanna publicsise the whole conversation into the world wide web. you know i would have at least given you people a wee bit of respect if your conversation made sense. but all i see are vulgarities and shitass uncivilised words. Congratulations you just made yourself sound that much dumber. It’s not helping that it’s been a year since the whole incident and you can still say shit that you’ve moved on but you’re still dissing the crap out of the guy. move on my ass.

Well, surprise. these 2 people you messed with happens to be 2 of my good friends. and i hate it when my friends get dissed for some old grandmother’s story. You know if you were so fierce and brave, why cant you just call him up and tell him straight to his face what wrong he has done to you. Why must you hide behind a screen and show your power (which is to me non-existent)? Unlike you, I’m a civilised person. If ever you’re unhappy with this blogpost of mine, come. I’ll talk to you. In person. Civilised. But really. just tell the dude what the hell is your problem and let it go.

3 new words for you and that vengeful friend of yours.

No, not I love you.
But

Let it go.

Life’s too short to hold so much anger inside. It’s too short.

 

And i couldve used this time to finish my assignment. Dammit. Oh well. what i would do to kill time while waiting for Amalul Love to finish class. On the contrary, I’d like to complain to SBS Transit cos one of their bus drivers refused to open the door for Amalul even after ringing the bell 5 times. He even gave Amalul the i wanna fight stare. TSK. If you were having some sort of midlife crisis, dont take it out on people man. So much for GOOD MORNING (big smiley face to passengers) Err I think you need to teach this bus driver the meaning of courtesy.

Weekends.

Weekends have been rather boring and mundane. I didnt do much on saturday cos well, there wasnt alot to do. So i slacked at home and watched how i met your mother. Ate ice cream and helped mum do some house chores. went to granny’s in the evening and slacked with Abang Yan. Showed him dance pics and videos and my friends. I’m gonna get movies and shows from him today! Woooopedeeedooo

Class this morning was a disappointment. Cos I memorised the surah. just that. when ustazah started testing me, I HAD A HARD TIME REMEMBERING WHAT I JUST MEMORISED. Sigh. Oh well. read abit of percog during the free time i had. Then home it was.

As always my phone is forever in my room and on silent. I was doing some work on sheldon. Amalul came online and told me he sent me a text. LOL. WOOOOPS.

I checked my phone and i went aww. Lol. Cos the big boy misses me. I miss you too, Love
And No, you’ve never neglected me. I’m always the one who neglects you. hehe.

I guess I gotta go get ready for Aryn’s partaayyyy.

K bye.

 

I needed the shelter of someone’s arms, there you were
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs,
there you were
With sweet love and devotion
Deeply touching my emotion
I want to stop (stop) and thank you baby
I want to stop (stop) and thank you baby

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

How Sweet It Is- James Taylor

One Whole Day.

I spent one whole day out of the house. Went to sch from 9-12. And then out with Amalul after he was done with Friday prayers. On our adventure today, we decided to explore Orchard Central. It was really cool. I mean the building layout and everything. but I’d have to say it’s kinda confusing. Very artsy fartsy, the place. Walked around from level 1 to level 12. YES THAT PLACE HAD 12 FLOORS. the building was sort of boring. It was too big and confusing. But nevertheless, I had great company Hehehe. Had late lunch at Macs before sending Amalul to the MRT station and meeting L and F. On the way sending Love to the MRT station, we met F and L! I met them a little later after Love got on the train. Sent Love off. Met the girls. Had our talk. woo. then i met mum and dad for dinner.

I had a great day. an awesome day. a lovely day.
I love my girls.

“Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your bestfriend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile, you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.”

-  runawaytrain.tumblr.com

And of course, I love Amalul ‘Arifin

Love.

You see when he says you’re pretty in your freaking peejays. Hahhaa

I love you, Amalul

What A Monday

Bad Monday, I should say. I spent the whole day controlling my menstrual cramps. Clearly not a joke. It’s the worst menstrual cramps i have ever gotten in a very long time. I only had fun in between classes. Or annoying Hana and Nabilah. And of course. Meeting Amalul ‘Arifin (:

Lectures were dry. SIGH. I barely paid attention. Bad Bad Bad. I have school for 2 hours only tomorrow. I have yet to decide what to do. Should I or should I not stay in school. Should I or Should i not go home after lunch and come back in the evening. Oh well. We’ll see. Cramps are subsiding but they’re still there :\ I was whiny. And thank you Amalul ‘Arifin for handling my whiny-ness. Hee.

Nothing much happened on this mundane monday. I was only happy that I got to meet Amalul. HEHEE.

Okay I think i’m gonna go rest for a bit.

K bye.

 

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Shoutouts.

This post is specially for the choreographers that i worked with during commbased.

Jonas

Eyyyyyy bro! hahaha. I appreciate your concern towards me cos I’m Luqman’s friend. hehe. And I cannot thank you enough for bringing out the potential in me. I never went for classes. I just simply love dancing. Thank you for always believing in HH4 since the very beginning. I know as a group we have been rather difficult in a sense that it was hard for us to get your choreo right- just the way you want it. But nevertheless, you still kept on believing and having confidence in us to make your choreo come alive.

Serene

MUMMMMYYYY! HAHAHAHA. You’re a great person to be with. I admire the fact that you can be strict and relaxed when the time comes for you to do so. I feel that your strictness in cleaning up the steps has made us become better dancers as a group. Although we’ve disappointed you, jonas and joel many times, you still never lost hope in us. Even when for a moment we felt like we lost hope in ourselves. On the bright side, we made it through commbased!

Joel

Thank you for your words of encouragement in the certificate thing Cos from there i know where i can work on to be a better dancer. You also never stopped believing in all of us. Although we messed up your choreo and we couldnt get it as smooth as how you could do it. you still pushed us on so that we could at least reach your standard.

Fas

You are awesome! You taught us alot of techniques like accents and everything and where to apply them. Although sometimes you are very strict during clean ups, but i personally believe that its all for our own good. true enough, we pulled through. As you said, street jazz isnt easy and now we understand what you mean

Aty

ATY. HMMMMM. Hahhaha. okay kidding. You are always the one who teaches us to be sexy! Woo! hahaha. I like your style and i feel that you brought out the confidence in all of us. you brought out our inner diva and you always did it with a smile. even when you’re angry, you still smile cos you’re scared all of us might hate you. HAHA.

Eulene

EULENE IS WEIRD! HAHAHA. ok kidding. you appear very quiet. but actually you’re really nice and you can have fun when the time is right. You give great advices on showmanship and expressions and telling us never to give up.

All the choreographers I’ve worked with, It has been an awesome experience and I wouldnt have it any other way. you guys worked really hard too and i hope you had fun working with all of us as well. thanks for always believing in us and we apologise for the times where we have disappointed you. All in All, I know i had a great experience and i’m sure the rest feels the same way

 

LOVE!

PEEEEK-CHURES.